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~Katy's Poem~
Unreachable
She walks down the hall.She's got friends by her side
But they still hiss loser to her Knowing she can't hide.
She laughs at the way they stare Look at the girl that's all dressed in black Ew her shirts too tight her pants too big She laughs at the way her friends stare back Peoples thoughts on her bother her "Just ignore them Ride" doesn't cut it "Don't listen to them girlie" It just doesn't do shit.She's tired of the teachers looking at her like that
"If only we could tell her she was more than capable"
She hates all the damn psychiatrists and consolers
"We're sorry Miss Jankowski the child's just unreachable.." They say she's such an angry child
Well if the world didn't get in her face.They say you can do it Kate!!While they whisper she'll never win the race.
She doesn't recall asking anyone to label her."She doesn't like physical affection. Untouchable.""Slow, unable, lazy, misunderstood."But the one she hates the most is unreachable.
~Garrett's stuff I stole~
Dawn's Light
Where to start now? I see times have brought about
a new morning. I meet this new day with dreams to
wake and to hope to not drown in my own wants and
failures. Just a trace of light drives me forward to
become closer to what i want. The light breeze
directionally straightforward facing the sun soothes
my soul so i may follow that which beckons me. The
dawn's light shining in my eyes takes my breathe
from me. What price am i paying to lay eyes on such
beauty? Please dont let me drown in myself. The
dawn's light shining in my eyes takes my breathe
from me. I have found this goal i strive for is much
harder than what fate has told me.
Serenade for a Lost Cause
I sit under her windowsill and sing in tounge of truth
and passionate young love......I dont understand how
there can be no answer for i have said all i have felt
whole heartedly and without any doubt in my mind.
Was this effort worthless?....It seems so. Were my
words meaningless? It is so. Tears of frustration flow
from my eyes down my cheek as i stare up at the
empty windowsill. Regret fills within me for i know it
was a Serenade for a lost cause. I stand thinking
maybe pity would lay it's mark on me...but i find that
fate has made it clear i am to be alone. Regret fills
within me for i know this was a serenade for a lost
cause.
Her Eyes
Where does that Inner Light come from which glistens
inside of your eyes? A trance I find it to be. I dare not
take advantage of such beauty and stare within to be
taken away and fall for something I can only fail to
grasp. I, the one on the outside so far from the goal that
I seem to mindlessly chase. Take these feelings away
so I don't have to deal with them. Do you even pay mind
to my worthless existence? I wouldn't expect it to be so for I find my inner light dims day by day. I chase the
wonder of the beauty but I grasp and feel nothing for my
hands are never to be worthy of such wonders. Are my
sacrifices too dangerous and a waste? I can only sit in
the depths of the shadow, which burdens me and stare
into your beautiful eyes.
A Final Cry
I am falling for her. I am falling down this endless hole of lost hopes and dreams to find i cant obtain. I can only tear myself apart from the inside. I put on the mask she wants at the cost of my sanity.I fall.....I die....I wish...you would notice me but my presence takes no effect upon you. I gave it all for this lost cause. I live in the sea of regret. My feelings will never die. It seems i will have to dwell within my own dark abyss. My sanity has reached it's edge. Please rescue me.My mind is weary from the battle. Within my last traces of faith and trusting i wonder if my sanity is worth the effort.....I fall.....I die......I wish....
I stare into the night sky for tonight looking for answer to the question
"Where does such higher power direct my unwanted love?" The soul I have
worked to regain. Will it go to waste? My thought overtakes strategy and I
follow my mind for I have found it beholds our greatest answer. Will the
moons light bring us mindless misperception or knowledge of greater things?
This midnight hour has brought much will to find you. Do not let my effort
become waste. I love you far too much to resort to that. The blessing of
bravery has brought me to the sight of you. The greater being. The beauty
within what I search for. Don't turn from me. Please don't. Rather stay in
my arms. So I may reach my final peace.
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